Walk with me, with a stench of death.
Smile with me, take your last breath.
Walk towards me, even though its absurd,
Open your mouth, and say your last words.
Walk past me,
Into the midst of wrath,
And see me laugh.
© 2008-2010 by mehd(inabox)
Thursday, 30 October 2008
Simple Analysis
Look into my eyes.
Can you see what lies there?
Look into my eyes.
and see the fear that resides there.
Observe my moving mouth.
Can you decipher what I'm saying?
Observe my moving mouth,
as you realise that I'm praying.
I look at your hand.
With such misery and dread.
I look at your hand. You smile and
I'm dead.
Can you see what lies there?
Look into my eyes.
and see the fear that resides there.
Observe my moving mouth.
Can you decipher what I'm saying?
Observe my moving mouth,
as you realise that I'm praying.
I look at your hand.
With such misery and dread.
I look at your hand. You smile and
I'm dead.
Sunday, 26 October 2008
Earth and Fire
I am in the fire.
My memories are burning.
My emotions charred.
My life, scarred.
I am by the earth,
Which you are in.
Taken you were.
By immortal sin.
You cannot see me,
As I cry by your grave.
Through earth and fire,
Through smoke and flames,
And through the smog of pain,
My life,
you saved.
My memories are burning.
My emotions charred.
My life, scarred.
I am by the earth,
Which you are in.
Taken you were.
By immortal sin.
You cannot see me,
As I cry by your grave.
Through earth and fire,
Through smoke and flames,
And through the smog of pain,
My life,
you saved.
Home
Wave goodbye to your life,
and embark on a journey through
time itself.
Walk through that door,
and wave hello to your family.
They cannot see you.
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Wave goodbye to your life,
close the door and walk towards your new life.
Walk out of the pain, and onto a new day.
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Walk through the door,
Wave hello to your family.
Wave hello to your life.
Walk past the body of your mother,
and walk towards her murderer.
"Hello Dad."
Welcome Home.
and embark on a journey through
time itself.
Walk through that door,
and wave hello to your family.
They cannot see you.
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Wave goodbye to your life,
close the door and walk towards your new life.
Walk out of the pain, and onto a new day.
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Walk through the door,
Wave hello to your family.
Wave hello to your life.
Walk past the body of your mother,
and walk towards her murderer.
"Hello Dad."
Welcome Home.
Wednesday, 22 October 2008
For Emma.
How many times have I stared into your mysterious eyes,
only to have my heart crushed by your mysterious sighs.
Why do you not see how much you mean to me?
If only I had the courage to ask you these questions and more,
On the wind of love we would soar.
However I know, that our love no matter how true,
shall never be one which we can both pursue.
And also I know, that a love so pure,
I can not think of anymore.
It is like we are living in worlds apart,
but we are sharing the same beautiful heart.
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You are at last, next to me.
Just not in the way it was meant to be.
I can hear you move, your every breath,
takes me one step closer to my emotionless death.
As you place your hand next to mine,
And even though I know theres rain,
I feel the sun begin to shine,
on you and me, to ease the pain.
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Oh, how I wish that I could change.
Oh, I would change the world for you.
And I know it may sound deranged.
But so do all other lovers too.
only to have my heart crushed by your mysterious sighs.
Why do you not see how much you mean to me?
If only I had the courage to ask you these questions and more,
On the wind of love we would soar.
However I know, that our love no matter how true,
shall never be one which we can both pursue.
And also I know, that a love so pure,
I can not think of anymore.
It is like we are living in worlds apart,
but we are sharing the same beautiful heart.
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You are at last, next to me.
Just not in the way it was meant to be.
I can hear you move, your every breath,
takes me one step closer to my emotionless death.
As you place your hand next to mine,
And even though I know theres rain,
I feel the sun begin to shine,
on you and me, to ease the pain.
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Oh, how I wish that I could change.
Oh, I would change the world for you.
And I know it may sound deranged.
But so do all other lovers too.
Those who fly
Gliding on the open fields of crystal hope,
I am.
Sliding through the drops of dearest dreams,
I am.
Riding on the winds of moving light,
I am.
Falling through the velvet skies of hope,
I am.
Crawling through the clouds of dying dreams,
I am.
Stalling at the specks of moving light,
I am.
Sinking through the sea of glowing hope,
I am.
Thinking through the loved ones dreams,
I am.
Blinking as I miss the moving light,
I am.
The light escaped my eyes,
It is singing my lullaby.
And as I close my eyes,
I think of you.
And although I may be dying,
I think I may be flying too.
I am.
Sliding through the drops of dearest dreams,
I am.
Riding on the winds of moving light,
I am.
Falling through the velvet skies of hope,
I am.
Crawling through the clouds of dying dreams,
I am.
Stalling at the specks of moving light,
I am.
Sinking through the sea of glowing hope,
I am.
Thinking through the loved ones dreams,
I am.
Blinking as I miss the moving light,
I am.
The light escaped my eyes,
It is singing my lullaby.
And as I close my eyes,
I think of you.
And although I may be dying,
I think I may be flying too.
Revealed Decisions
Hello.
And I see now how you greet me.
How are you?
And I see now how you treat me.
Goodbye.
And I see now how you defeat me.
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Hello.
Hello, the one who with hate and spite greets me.
How are you?
I am fine, the one who wants to ill-treat me.
Goodbye.
I mouth helplessly as I let you defeat me.
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Our conversations shall never span more than those three lines,
For I give out all my love, and you give out opposing signs,
I am stepping into a field of emotional mines,
when I try to make our words more than that of simple friends,
Knowing that my efforts will come to no good end.
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Hello.
For once, you did greet me.
How are you?
You try not to ill-treat me.
Goodbye.
No longer shall I let you defeat me.
"I love you."
You look at me.
I am filled with delight.
And then I realise that your eyes are filled with spite.
Silence.
And then
"Goodbye".
And I see now how you greet me.
How are you?
And I see now how you treat me.
Goodbye.
And I see now how you defeat me.
----------------------------------------------------
Hello.
Hello, the one who with hate and spite greets me.
How are you?
I am fine, the one who wants to ill-treat me.
Goodbye.
I mouth helplessly as I let you defeat me.
----------------------------------------------------
Our conversations shall never span more than those three lines,
For I give out all my love, and you give out opposing signs,
I am stepping into a field of emotional mines,
when I try to make our words more than that of simple friends,
Knowing that my efforts will come to no good end.
----------------------------------------------------
Hello.
For once, you did greet me.
How are you?
You try not to ill-treat me.
Goodbye.
No longer shall I let you defeat me.
"I love you."
You look at me.
I am filled with delight.
And then I realise that your eyes are filled with spite.
Silence.
And then
"Goodbye".
Tuesday, 21 October 2008
Aurora
The darkness will end.
and light will follow.
Rushes of noise,
Clips of light,
Parts of touch,
All out of sight.
In the darkness they hide,
until they are revealed by light.
They say he went off, into the distance.
They said they would find him when dawn came.
They said he would stop his silly game.
They said that he must return soon.
Even though he left, the previous noon.
They would wait until the dawn,
until he would be revealed to them.
Rushes of noise,
Clips of light,
Parts of touch,
All out of sight.
In the darkness his corpse hides.
It is out of sight.
Until it is revealed by the dawns light.
and light will follow.
Rushes of noise,
Clips of light,
Parts of touch,
All out of sight.
In the darkness they hide,
until they are revealed by light.
They say he went off, into the distance.
They said they would find him when dawn came.
They said he would stop his silly game.
They said that he must return soon.
Even though he left, the previous noon.
They would wait until the dawn,
until he would be revealed to them.
Rushes of noise,
Clips of light,
Parts of touch,
All out of sight.
In the darkness his corpse hides.
It is out of sight.
Until it is revealed by the dawns light.
Return Of Faith
I summon you,
to me.
I wonder when,
it shall be.
I call you from,
the grave.
I shall make sure,
you are saved.
Come forth oh faith,
whos symphonies are the music of life,
and whos life is the synphony of death.
Come forth oh faith, for you are only called,
whenever there is despair.
She said; run your hands through my hair.
He said; With love into your eyes I stare.
She said; the love we once had is no longer there,
and all that remains are the broken
fragments of my heart, reflected in your honest eyes.
Come forth oh faith,
Rid me of shame,
As we play at love, the foolish game.
Come forth oh faith,
Stop the lies,
the ones which broke those friendship ties.
Come forth oh faith,
Stem the flow,
of blood and tears and lust also.
Come forth oh faith,
Together, pieces of life I have pieced.
Only to realised they are deceased.
to me.
I wonder when,
it shall be.
I call you from,
the grave.
I shall make sure,
you are saved.
Come forth oh faith,
whos symphonies are the music of life,
and whos life is the synphony of death.
Come forth oh faith, for you are only called,
whenever there is despair.
She said; run your hands through my hair.
He said; With love into your eyes I stare.
She said; the love we once had is no longer there,
and all that remains are the broken
fragments of my heart, reflected in your honest eyes.
Come forth oh faith,
Rid me of shame,
As we play at love, the foolish game.
Come forth oh faith,
Stop the lies,
the ones which broke those friendship ties.
Come forth oh faith,
Stem the flow,
of blood and tears and lust also.
Come forth oh faith,
Together, pieces of life I have pieced.
Only to realised they are deceased.
Monday, 20 October 2008
Silence
Where have all the voices gone?
The ones which through the darkness shone?
Why has all the laughter gone?
When I am still living on.
I do not like the sound of silence.
I do not wish to hear nothingness.
I would rather live in a world of light,
Then in this silence stay and fight,
Fight the eternal dark.
The shroud of horror.
The veil of death and despair.
Everything we hold dear, is gone.
Everything we take for granted,
has been shunned away.
We shall not see happiness another day.
The time to act is now my friends,
or we shall live in silence until the end.
We must fight those who wish us harm,
in order to save themselves from their own evil.
Please, speak out.
End this silence.
The ones which through the darkness shone?
Why has all the laughter gone?
When I am still living on.
I do not like the sound of silence.
I do not wish to hear nothingness.
I would rather live in a world of light,
Then in this silence stay and fight,
Fight the eternal dark.
The shroud of horror.
The veil of death and despair.
Everything we hold dear, is gone.
Everything we take for granted,
has been shunned away.
We shall not see happiness another day.
The time to act is now my friends,
or we shall live in silence until the end.
We must fight those who wish us harm,
in order to save themselves from their own evil.
Please, speak out.
End this silence.
Broken Determination
Into the darkness, I shall stride.
Into the darkness, towards your side.
Into the darkness, I shall go.
Into the darkness, which I do not know.
I shall walk through the unknown to get to you.
Just please tell me your love is true.
Through the misery, I shall stride,
past the pain, and suicide,
Through the misery, I shall go,
when I find you I shall know.
I shall walk through shattered dreams to get to you.
Make sure our hopes aren't shattered too.
Past the heartbreak, I will stride,
so I can be broken at your side.
I have walked through the unkown to get to you,
and I know now your love is true,
However that love is not for me,
never was and never will be.
Into the darkness, towards your side.
Into the darkness, I shall go.
Into the darkness, which I do not know.
I shall walk through the unknown to get to you.
Just please tell me your love is true.
Through the misery, I shall stride,
past the pain, and suicide,
Through the misery, I shall go,
when I find you I shall know.
I shall walk through shattered dreams to get to you.
Make sure our hopes aren't shattered too.
Past the heartbreak, I will stride,
so I can be broken at your side.
I have walked through the unkown to get to you,
and I know now your love is true,
However that love is not for me,
never was and never will be.
Forces
I do not know what made us so close,
or what split us so far apart,
the wedge that was driven in between our love,
was also driven through my heart.
I do not see why you did scream,
why you hid and why you lied,
nor will I ever comprehend,
the reasons of your suicide.
All this time I have waited here,
waited for the forces to bring you back,
those very forces who bittersweetly,
made you take your car on the tracks.
I do not know why you did what you did,
and although some call it destiny,
I know that it was not meant to be,
nor your death,
nor you and me.
or what split us so far apart,
the wedge that was driven in between our love,
was also driven through my heart.
I do not see why you did scream,
why you hid and why you lied,
nor will I ever comprehend,
the reasons of your suicide.
All this time I have waited here,
waited for the forces to bring you back,
those very forces who bittersweetly,
made you take your car on the tracks.
I do not know why you did what you did,
and although some call it destiny,
I know that it was not meant to be,
nor your death,
nor you and me.
Sunday, 19 October 2008
Hope
How long have I waited for the messages that never came.
How long have I yearned to stop the pain.
How many times have I knocked on your door.
Only to realise you live there no more.
How often did I try to talk,
to you, and yet somehow my words were
drowned out by your eternal beauty.
One look from you, can stem the flow,
Of all those tears,
cried years ago,
And this is why I love you so,
And this is why I always hope,
That there is no need for me to cope,
without you.
As I know, that you are always with me, no matter
where I go.
Always by my side.
You are in my soul, in my spirit, and in my heart.
We are never together and yet never apart.
As much as I beg it to be true, I love you,
Yet you will never love me too.
I hoped to love,
and loved to hope,
and that was my downfall.
How long have I yearned to stop the pain.
How many times have I knocked on your door.
Only to realise you live there no more.
How often did I try to talk,
to you, and yet somehow my words were
drowned out by your eternal beauty.
One look from you, can stem the flow,
Of all those tears,
cried years ago,
And this is why I love you so,
And this is why I always hope,
That there is no need for me to cope,
without you.
As I know, that you are always with me, no matter
where I go.
Always by my side.
You are in my soul, in my spirit, and in my heart.
We are never together and yet never apart.
As much as I beg it to be true, I love you,
Yet you will never love me too.
I hoped to love,
and loved to hope,
and that was my downfall.
Beautifully Ugly.
It is what is inside of us all.
A dark spirit waiting to be called.
It creates blemishes which create tears.
It destroys hope and brings new fears.
It preserves silence and eradicates sound.
A evil which cannot be found.
It is what lurks inside of us all.
And it shall bring out downfall.
It stops the laughter and the joy,
and carries out its manic ploy.
It starts the screaming and the pain,
and tortures the minds that are so sane,
It is the essence of life,
And yet it brings only death.
I am talking of love, and all its
causes, and all its
weaknessess, and how it remains,
somehow,
the only thing, which is
Beautifully Ugly.
A dark spirit waiting to be called.
It creates blemishes which create tears.
It destroys hope and brings new fears.
It preserves silence and eradicates sound.
A evil which cannot be found.
It is what lurks inside of us all.
And it shall bring out downfall.
It stops the laughter and the joy,
and carries out its manic ploy.
It starts the screaming and the pain,
and tortures the minds that are so sane,
It is the essence of life,
And yet it brings only death.
I am talking of love, and all its
causes, and all its
weaknessess, and how it remains,
somehow,
the only thing, which is
Beautifully Ugly.
Nuvole
Rise higher than you are.
Fall lower than you shall be.
Watch pieces of yourself descend into the unkown.
Helpless, you wait until you
disintegrate.
Your time has come.
You fall so fast, through the air.
Millions falling with you, yet you are
still
unique.
You shall have your own story.
Just like we did, years ago.
So now I tell you,
do not be afraid.
You may be falling, but you are rising.
Rising through new worlds, new peoples, and new
lives.
Lives which you can change.
Little cloud, do not feel so small.
For you are the biggest of them all.
Fall lower than you shall be.
Watch pieces of yourself descend into the unkown.
Helpless, you wait until you
disintegrate.
Your time has come.
You fall so fast, through the air.
Millions falling with you, yet you are
still
unique.
You shall have your own story.
Just like we did, years ago.
So now I tell you,
do not be afraid.
You may be falling, but you are rising.
Rising through new worlds, new peoples, and new
lives.
Lives which you can change.
Little cloud, do not feel so small.
For you are the biggest of them all.
Please.
I beg of you,
don't let me go.
Don't let me fall, through all the pain again.
I am not like the others, I shall not cause you
such misery, I shall make sure that you are
safe.
Walk into the shelter of my arms, they shall protect
you from all those who seek to harm you.
I promise you, you are safe.
I know that you shall one day, be able to
look after yourself, but until that day comes,
I am always here,
Through all the hurt, I shall be here.
Through you tears, I shall stand, and through your fears,
I shall land
myself into the world of your soul, so complex and yet so
embedded with comfort.
For now I am safe inside you, and you are
protecting me.
Please, do not let me go.
Please, do not let me fall.
For when you say your goodbye,
You let go and I shall die.
don't let me go.
Don't let me fall, through all the pain again.
I am not like the others, I shall not cause you
such misery, I shall make sure that you are
safe.
Walk into the shelter of my arms, they shall protect
you from all those who seek to harm you.
I promise you, you are safe.
I know that you shall one day, be able to
look after yourself, but until that day comes,
I am always here,
Through all the hurt, I shall be here.
Through you tears, I shall stand, and through your fears,
I shall land
myself into the world of your soul, so complex and yet so
embedded with comfort.
For now I am safe inside you, and you are
protecting me.
Please, do not let me go.
Please, do not let me fall.
For when you say your goodbye,
You let go and I shall die.
Thursday, 16 October 2008
Eternity
Neverending we shall be,
blessed is our destiny.
All the time we have to love,
and think what we are thinking of,
all we need is always here,
and we have all the time to hold it dear.
Everything dies, but we do not.
We shall watch it all fade away,
Living to see another day.
We shall wait til the days fade away,
They are not needed anyway.
All fades and we shall stay.
always waiting,
to fade away.
Neverending we shall be,
cursed, is our destiny.
blessed is our destiny.
All the time we have to love,
and think what we are thinking of,
all we need is always here,
and we have all the time to hold it dear.
Everything dies, but we do not.
We shall watch it all fade away,
Living to see another day.
We shall wait til the days fade away,
They are not needed anyway.
All fades and we shall stay.
always waiting,
to fade away.
Neverending we shall be,
cursed, is our destiny.
Ballad
I think, therefore I am.
What I am, I do not know,
just as you do not know. And so,
I shall tell you;
Heed this song, heed these sounds and noises which you hear,
do not be fooled by lust, my dear.
A story of love so true, something which cannot
be found.
A story of love so true, never containing, me or you.
You see how her spirit flies, how she drifts through the lies,
you see how his body strides,
into the flames, and by her side,
How they escape unharmed,
as they have hope,
and that is their shelter.
What I am, I do not know,
just as you do not know. And so,
I shall tell you;
Heed this song, heed these sounds and noises which you hear,
do not be fooled by lust, my dear.
A story of love so true, something which cannot
be found.
A story of love so true, never containing, me or you.
You see how her spirit flies, how she drifts through the lies,
you see how his body strides,
into the flames, and by her side,
How they escape unharmed,
as they have hope,
and that is their shelter.
Patience
Oh, I shall come, as
I promised years ago
wait for love, as it shall come.
Doubt not my arrival, for it is true,
doubt not undying love for you.
But as my love is undying, I am not,
who am I, you forgot
I may not be the one you're waiting for,
so to find true love, wait some more.
I promised years ago
wait for love, as it shall come.
Doubt not my arrival, for it is true,
doubt not undying love for you.
But as my love is undying, I am not,
who am I, you forgot
I may not be the one you're waiting for,
so to find true love, wait some more.
Wind
How can I be so quaint.
How can you be so light.
We float on this thin breeze, nothing more than specks of light.
Why is it that you are so, so beautiful in ever way, and
so my words just are blown away.
When did I first understand,
I needed to feel the touch of your hand,
As we stride through hate and hope,
for your hand
I desperately grope,
Only to realise the wind has blown it away,
And all that remains is a speck of light in your place.
How can you be so light.
We float on this thin breeze, nothing more than specks of light.
Why is it that you are so, so beautiful in ever way, and
so my words just are blown away.
When did I first understand,
I needed to feel the touch of your hand,
As we stride through hate and hope,
for your hand
I desperately grope,
Only to realise the wind has blown it away,
And all that remains is a speck of light in your place.
Memories
Watch me as I wallow in the fields of drowning memory,
Through death and pain I must crawl,
In order to find myself.
All is lost, all is gone, within my fields of memory.
Lost time ago when those I loved could love, and those
I hated could hate.
Watch me as I soar through the skies of hope
And truth, to realise they are only remnants
of a sky so blue.
Now grey and bland without you.
Watch me as I linger on our distance memory night and day,
And watch the memory as it slowly fades away.
Through death and pain I must crawl,
In order to find myself.
All is lost, all is gone, within my fields of memory.
Lost time ago when those I loved could love, and those
I hated could hate.
Watch me as I soar through the skies of hope
And truth, to realise they are only remnants
of a sky so blue.
Now grey and bland without you.
Watch me as I linger on our distance memory night and day,
And watch the memory as it slowly fades away.
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