Hope

How long have I waited for the messages that never came.
How long have I yearned to stop the pain.

How many times have I knocked on your door.
Only to realise you live there no more.

How often did I try to talk,
to you, and yet somehow my words were
drowned out by your eternal beauty.

One look from you, can stem the flow,
Of all those tears,
cried years ago,
And this is why I love you so,
And this is why I always hope,
That there is no need for me to cope,
without you.
As I know, that you are always with me, no matter
where I go.
Always by my side.
You are in my soul, in my spirit, and in my heart.
We are never together and yet never apart.

As much as I beg it to be true, I love you,
Yet you will never love me too.

I hoped to love,
and loved to hope,
and that was my downfall.