Relax

Ok.

I'm trying to relax.

I'm comfortable.

I'm calm.

Composed.

I'm trying to be happy.

I'm laughing.

I'm smiling.

I'm trying

Not to cry

And yet

I don't know why

It's been too long

Since I have had this song

And  I wish it would go away

I know if it did

You could stay

I'm trying

Not to cry

Please just

Tell me why

It's been too much

And I want this song

To leave

To fly away

So you could be here today

I'm trying to breathe.

Slowly does it.

Slow down.

More.

More.

And

Stop.