mehd(inabox)

I slip into the crowded bus

The driver doesn't even ask to see my pass

Another one who seems to not notice my existence

I sit next to a middle aged asian woman

She doesn't look at me

I don't look at her either

I get off at my stop

Say thanks to the driver

Nothing

I walk through the school gate

And sit on the bench

I am in uniform

I should be like them

Though I am

Different

Somehow

I stand out

And yet

I blend in to the

Dull

Boring

Background

I go to my lessons

I have to confirm my prescence

Almost evety minute

So the shitty teacher knows I'm there

We have to get into groups of three

As always, I'm left out

There's no point in working anyway

I'm never asked to present what I do

It's lunch

I eat

Alone

I go back to lessons

We're doing a test

Theres no need to move me

I sit on my own on a table for two

The bell rings

I get back on the bus

I stand up,

There's no room to sit

I get off the bus

Utter thank you

The driver doesn't notice

I don't want to go home

I don't want to go anywhere

I don't want