Merry

Can't you see my smile frowning?

I told you I wasn't paranoid.

I knew it.

I knew I should've forgotten long ago.

Like I told myself I would.

If I would've done that,

Then maybe I wouldn't be smiling so much.

Was it really that hard?
Clicking delete isn't rocket science.
But its too late now anyway.

I can't control it.
It does what it wants.

But can anyone control it?
I always thought that it (The Heart) just did

What it seemed to do

With no real explanation

Just like how

There's no real explanation for

This

It does hurt, I'm not going to lie

But even if I try to try

I may end up laughing a cry

Though I told myself

I would not give up

But now it seems pointless

Annoying almost

Life isn't fair

And this is it

(So don't even try

To ignore my glare)

And deal

With it.