Two.

Always

I always get too far away from the garden

And now msn has bloody d/ced. I was having a real important convo aswell, Izzy was just telling me about her Jess and Alec got together at Laila's rave, which was shit of course, because its Laila, and her parents are like, well asian, and nearly caught us.

But still.

"Ms. Sanderson.."
"Umm...I, I was just-"
"Daydreaming eh. Only dreams Ms Sanderson, remember that."
"Yes Mrs Suella"

Fucking bitch, she always picks on ME, I swear! I can't DO french OK,all that Je ai, and tu suis crap, I dont understand, I mean, I don't see why there are two ways of "being"something, surely thats just a pile of bullcrap!
I have PE 4th though, which is OK, as I finally get to see Addie failing at the 800 metres. I mean, she looks like a balloon on legs. She actually asked out Ollie Grzybowksi. I mean, OLLIE. I thought she was asking him for some food or something. I mean, she's always "ill", and she sits next to him in form, and he's always helping her get up cos she's weak apparently.

It's not his fault she can't even stand up on those two fat logs she dares to call legs. She dared to come to prom last year in a dress. I mean, her, female, is that a JOKE! And sure, I made her cry, But I only said she looked like Susan Boyle in the finals of BGT, which she did for god'ssakes!! She was fucking prom queen aswell. She isn't even the right gender I swear!

And anyway
"oioi, did you hear that Bella tried to get off with Ollie last night?"
"What dya say Laila Floprav--Oh, I mean fallopian?"
Yeah that's right skank. Turn and walk away. Everyone, and I mean everyone, even GUYS try to get off with Ollie. That's how beautiful he is. And then you have that Laila whatever her fucking last name is talking about him as if he's some sorta mortal. He IS God, I swear. Woahh, talk of the fit devil and so he app-
"Get this right. That fat whore Addie actually asked me out. I mean, I already help her get off her massive ass anyway, but this, you shoulda seen the look on her morbidly obese face, Oh, hey Jenna-"
He said hi, to ME.
"I know right, Addie is just SO ugly. I mean it's like cheryl cole was morphed with an amo--amee--ameeba!"
"Haha, good one Jenna"
He laughed, at my joke.

"I mean, she's nearly as big as our solar system times the mass of her parents!"
Oh god, they're all laughing.

"Maybe Jenna, you could hang around with us at lunch, you're a funny gal"
Oh gods yes.

Shit, I'm late for games.
"Sure Ollie, see you soon!"

Why isnt that fat bitch here! Who am I gonna make fun of now! What if Ollie doesn't want me anymore?
"Misss...where's Addie?"
"She's not in."
Ms Walkers always smiling, why not now?
"When IS she coming in?"
"Oh Jenna, I'm so sorry, but Addie passed away last night of pancreatic cancer"

When the world is a place

Where I can be

The good or the bad

I will only see

How much pain

And suffering

Will carry on in my mind

After the ones I am cruel to leave

And I

The true fatty,

Am left behind