Onwards

I want to erase
All the fears
Hidden in the craze
Of my tears

Trapped inside a maze
Of my own feelings, my mind
Will always lock me outside, and time
Will ensure that without lies
You can never be mine.

I am running the wrong way
To get to the right place
But I swear I cannot stay
Still
I wish to simple face
The truths of what I feel
But even to life it is a disgrace.

Why,
Oh why is what I feel real?
However hard I try.
It seems my happiness
Will always die