The Answer

Broken diamonds into dust, flying dreams I could never catch.
What was love is now called lust, and the touch which I can never match.
Silver lining glitters down, the clouds no longer make a sound,
And now just litter all around, with only guilt and fear attached.
Lost all value, lost all shine.
All that hurt, is now all mine.

Lost all purpose, lost all place.
Lost all power, lost all pace.
Like a mistake in a perfect race.
Easily removed, by stolen grace.

Before I used to pretend it's fine, but
It's like staring at a made up face
So ugly it seemed I must stand aside
And let it do its damage, so scared
I just wept terrified, but now all has been bared
And I feel I have the strength to decide
And I know who really hasn't cared
And I know who's just sat and glared
And I know what must be done
If I wish to be at peace, inside.

The choice has been made
And the course has been run
The fee has been paid
But still I am fined, for being one
With who I am, and not having
To blind myself with where you think
It all begun.

The voice has been raised
And yes I will shout if that's what it'll take.
And yes I've been bruised.
And yes I've been confused.
But I will not be fazed.
And I won't let the glitter get into my eyes
For it's just fake light
And I will not be dazed
By your useless pathetic insight.
I am as important to you as melted ice.
My words could never suffice.
So I just wait till you try to take flight.
And like a weak bird, your wings will fail
And you'll fall so low, and you'll scream and flail
Wishing for someone to take notice and see
To take you out of your misery.
But no-one will.
They'll let you suffer on the floor.
Until you know what you have become.
And when you're sure
Don't forget to cry
For all the tears you've caused.
Your heart, already numb.
Cold from lies.
Your mind, far from dignified.
You wish you'd have paused.
But look, it's too late.
Just accept your fate.
And the flowers that have dried up, and died.
(Covered with blood, shit, and cum
Your favorite fluids, and then some)