What Isn't Me

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Lies.

I'n not happy.

But you try and find me an emoticon which portrays this:

"I'm only smiling so you don't ask questions.

I don't like questions.

It's not like you care.

I just want to seem normal.

Maybe then I could finally be :)"

It's hard isn't it?

Not being able to find something which isn't real.