Light

I wake up

I can feel you

Your touch

The sunlight on my face

Warming my back

It is bright

I wish to open my eyes now

Heaven.

Your smile is here.

I always thought it was joke,

People wearing white.

You laugh.

It is so comfortable.

With you by my side.

But I know I must push away the blurriness

Of a deep deep sleep.

Does this mean there is a God?

If there is such life after death?

You smile.

I have missed your voice.

But why do you not talk?

Your eyes shimmer

And your touch fades

"Leaving so soon?"

Silence.

"There's no need to run now"
Silence.
"Why are you going?"
Silence.

You slowly fly away

I try to get up

To catch the beauty fading away

I reach for your hand

And it is gone

I look at your face

Leaving me

Your eyes 

Your lips speak silently

I know the words.

Your smile is gone.

Where?

But I can feel you.

I look to my side

And

You are there

No More.

A white sheet.

An outline.

Life, into death.

Silence.

I sit up in the hopsital bed.

And I see you in my tears.

There are no windows in the room.