Eclipse

This painful sweetness
That lurks inside of me
I must try to keep hidden

From everything
I thought
Would never happen to me.
I never thought
I would understand
The way in which
A heart can long
For another
So much

I define bittersweet
These feelings are thrown
Upon with such sleek speed
That it seems I am too confused
To function

Let me for one last time
Touch the frozen pearls
And rise out of the frozen sea
Into what warmth
Would have been.
If I could held you.

I swear now
That I would tear apart
This world

Just to have a chance
Of being in yours.