Useless

I cry

The icy rain

Down

My burning face

I can see

The tension in your eyes

As mine are flooded

With rivers of the past

I let all the memories

Free

Where they deserve to be

Not kept hidden

Inside my mind

Where you'll also find

Why I lied

I keep replaying

But nothing is ever like the

First time

The track keeps skipping

Through all of my moments

I gave you more of me

Than I thought I had

So without you now

I am empty, and

This way I will stay.

I owe to the world a smile

A laugh

But only shadows I give away

You cannot see my scars

But I can feel them

Inside my mind

Every day of my life

I can feel the wasted past

And I can never forget

Every second

With you in my sight

Makes the flame

I thought was dead forever

Awaken

From the ashes

Of a ruined soul

I am constantly in

And out of flux

The nights and days

Are all one emotion

Now

I realise

No matter how many halves you give me

I can never be whole.