Growing Pains

The year has passed

And there is new sunshine

In the sky

No need for the last

Though you, still not mine

You still fly

Sometimes I know,

By looking at the past's shadow

That although there is a new beginning

What is now gone, is still in reach

And though time is always winning

I know,

There will always be

Mistakes made

People will always not see

The tears which are laid

In front of their eyes

Time will never 

Make us part

Time can never

Break my heart

That was done long before

I thought I loved, but I am sure

You're always a part of me

And yet I'm so incomplete

More broken than I thought,

I could be.

But yet still I wait

For hurt's repeat.

For every year

That I try to get through

I wish you were here

And I wish you knew

Without you the night

Is as cold as the way

Which leads to my heart

Without you what's bright

Is as dark as the day

Where my happiness starts

That there will never be no-one

And nothing is true

Although the year has just begun

I've already spent forever

Loving you.