Trapped

For when the lying lights of hope are no more.
The pain must go on.
But it seems my heart is hurt and sore.
And my mind has nowhere left to run.

I was taken out of these four walls.
And finally it appeared like I could fly.
But after the sunshine there is rain that falls.
And it seemed only tears could touch the sky.

Without warning I drowned back inside
The small spaces where I belong
And all the smiles had lied.
And all this time, hope was wrong.

And I realize now I cannot leave.
And again I see the truth I fear.
And slowly it gets hard to breathe.
As everything suddenly get's too near.

But it is possible for me to go.
And leave the other pain behind.
For it is not mine, but it shall forever lurk in my shadow
If I leave them alone with the darkness.
Which lurks in their minds.