Snowflake

I might say that I don't care

But you know that's not true

You know I'll always be  there

No matter what you say, or what you do

You know that I miss you.

It's in the glance I can hardly bear

In the cold fearful eyes 

In the screaming silence we both share

In my honesty, and in your lies

I will always be there.

Through anything that's in my way.

Your light turns night into day.

I sit on the low wall.

And look out at the road ahead

So many people coming and going

And yet it seems my heart is dead

To all but the one 

Who won't allow my tears

To stop flowing.

I cannot leave 

What killed my smile.

In the pain, I cannot hide.

I can only grieve,

For cuts so deep

But so worthwhile.

I wish your voice

Sent me to sweet silent sleep

My aching soul is in denial

And

I wish I had tried.

I will always be there.

When love and hate collide.

And although the world is unaware

That's how I feel,

Inside.