Someday

Though I can never look into your eyes
Their beauty still caught me by surprise
So deeply by what I can only have with lies
And the sickening smiles that flow from your mouth.

Though I can never feel your hand on mine
Your touch still cuts me time after time
They ask how I am and I say I am fine
Apart from the coldest fire which rages in my heart.

Though I can never have you by my side
When you are near I feel I can ride
The strongest tide in a shallow sea
Where without you I am trapped
In a space where I am free.

Though I know that there is nothing you can see
In the frozen wasteland that I am
There are times at night where I still dream
That you are somehow there.
With me, as I stand.

Though I know you and I can never be

I still hope against hope that there can be a way.

For I swear without you life is useless to me

But yet I still live it for you.

Just in case we can be together somehow,

Someday.